Merry Christmas everyone! I hope you and your families are having a wonderful holiday. This year it's hard to describe feelings. I understand what it is to be without the love of your life, the father of your children, and not be able to do anything about it. I pray that next Christmas will find us together again. But all I can think about is how at least I still have him here with me. We may be far apart, not knowing when we will be together again, but he is there. So many have lost even that. I pray for their strength to continue and that they are happy or will find happiness again.
Tonight I received a surprise phone call! We didn't think we were going to be able to talk to each other for a week or more. But Mike tried and succeeded!!! Yes, he is in Gunnison. He is on a brighter path...I feel it. A day that could have been happiness for the change was another terrible day in reality for him. The system that we depend on, assume that is the way it should be, is just another mirage to the reality that is. But I keep my faith knowing he is where he is for a higher purpose.
Peace, Love, Joy!
Today wonderful news was received of Mike being moved to another location. We are praying it is Gunnison. And it is all due to an angel, that I cannot name right now. His situation has been really bad, and experiences that no one should ever have to experience. I thank God for this new path for him and pray that he may find the smallest amount of peace. We have each come to a new path in life taking us somewhere else. We each start the new year to come in a new home with new experiences to learn and grow from. Thank you to all our friends and family for your continued support and love!
Another crossroad in life has brought me to the decision of moving my kids back to NewCastle. I know in my heart that this is the right time for this in my life and that there is a bigger purpose behind this move. I am not aware of it right now, but I feel it. I know that God is directing me in this path. I had to set aside my own ego, with my wants and desires to stay where I am. But when a peace surrounds you from a decision that is so intense you cannot ignore it. I will miss all of my friends and family here. But we are not going very far at all. :)
Mike and I recently celebrated our 15th wedding anniversary. We have been blessed with 6 beautiful children. Ages 13, 11, 9, 6, 4, and our angel Christian in heaven. As of now our family may be seperated, but Peace, Love, & Joy will bring us together again.